I guess something will totally change next year :/ aku tak tahu apa tapi pastinya akan . each day , my life is getting interesting , maybe ? sorry , for  certain reasons i couldn't tell you the answer .you might think that i'm starting to forget but nope i've to hide it in the safest place . i dont want you to know cause it'll bring the thing back . tahun depan , ada yang akan berubah , it's good . terutamanya kalau ke arah kebaikan , memang tak dinafikan aku pun nak berubah .becoming a person with different kind of characters , tapi bukan aku nak ubah semua . just nak buang yang keruh , ambil yang jernih sahaja . i will try :) and i'm really sorry for the lies that i've to make for the sake of our future , it's the best way . sometimes , telling the truth doesnt make senses and dont worry when it's the time i 'll tell you everything .just for now , i'm sorry . jom kita berubah menjadi lebih baik :) Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib kita kalau kita sendiri tak cuba untuk berubah .

i need you to understand better :')