Assalamualaikum

Morningg gaizz :*

Im writing this at 12.29 am so it should be morning right ?

Huwaaa today is the last day of 2013

Year that has brought so much happiness , pain , new experience (at Taiping of course) hmm life goes on and doesnt wait for anyone . If your train left you , you've to ride on the next train . I dont wanna talk about those freaking hw blerghhh today just you and me ceyy . All this while i think im good and matured enough to confront people , advise them , be a good leader , being everyone's favourite girl , have a nice cute relationship , excellent in academic but i was totally mistaken and fooled . Yeah im idiot . I dont deserve to be called as "muslimah sejati" or what so ever cause i'm not one .

But Thank Allah this year , i've changed a lot or a little but it doesnt matter . And then i realized that maybe He put me in this situation so that i could learn something and yeah i've learn my lesson . Lots of my friends are changing Alhamdulillah , hijrah to become a better muslimah

Next year will perhaps be the most challenging year ever , lets face the SPM , lets defeat our fear 

I'm just too scare to grow up , to become adult , to become a woman 

Hmm my last year in school , so i should take it for granted , should use all the chances to be with friends

cause they are parts of my life , it's incomplete without them

My feelings toward some kind of emotion ?

I forgot , how deep i fell into him

I forgot how much i sacrified

Forgot which means tired of all kind of situation , too sad until you cant speak anything

haha again silly me

so , happy new year gaiz 

May Allah blesses us here after insyaAllah :)